hiddenfeelings

2005-07-31T22:44:00.000+08:00

well. i just read a blogg and i feel that that person is a lil SENSITIVE. well. COMMENTS shall be kept to myself. its just a birthday wish. goodness. and what? FLIRT? sighs. you just said it. "good friends" so you dont know me well enough ehh. forget it. i guess this friendship is way beyond redemption.

see how f*** up a person can get. sighs. so i guess everyone is right about you.

i am just too angry to blogg any further.

2005-07-31T02:30:00.000+08:00

NDP yesterday.
YAWNS.
PRETTY TIREDD. hehe.
i had my fun. although we were rotting there most of our time, with that stuupid weather and MUDDY shoes. teehees. THE FIREWORKS is DAMN PRETTTY pls! lol.

how i wish you were there to watch it with me. =x
omg. desmond koh is so shuaaaai pls! lol. I WAS SO CLOSE TO HIM and i DIDNT KNOW IT WAS HIM. OMG. COULD HAVE JUST FAINTED THERE ON THE SPOT PLS! lol.

after the preview is over, we slacked ard while waiting for the rest of the SAs. while waiting, we played some games to entertain ourselves and the forfeit is DARE. ha. i MALUATED myself THREE TIMES pls! lol.

FIRST. STAND INFRONT on top of this box (dont know what issit called) and SHOUT "i love you"
SECONDLY, i have to ask one of the guy his name.
THIRDLY, i have to TAKE a picture with a guy.

OMG. maluation pls. hehe. but for the sake of fun. HA. forget it. bleahh.

then LAU PAR SA to eat dinner cum supper. was full so didnt eat but drink. heh. was damn thirsty! teehees. it has been long since so many SAs gathered together. heh. simply lovee it! (:

then wanted to catch the last train. so rushed back. and kelvin was damn funny pls. he was urgent and needed the toilet badly. hehe. and whatmore he lived at sembawang when we were at raffles place. hehe. so both jane and i were dame evil. we made the whilstling sound to provoke him. HAHA. he had to MEDITATE to keeep his cool. haha. and i wonder now did he make it home. hope he didnt wet his pants. haha.

Minshan called me and asked me to meet them. though reluctantly, i went ahead to meet them. They fetched me from braddell MRT and yupp. walked to pratahouse. FULL. then walked to this coffeeshop. CLOSED. so walked to 75. ha. talked and crapped. heh. AND. suddenly, they saw this super hot girl. they were talking about it and i turned to see and its SOMEONE i know. someone familiar. looked like carol who used to work in 7 eleven outside CHIJ TP. hehe. then i told them that she is a transexual. hehe. they didnt believed and i told them that i know her. HA. and just to make sure i am right, we walked past her and YES! it was CAROL. hehe. and WHATS WORST IS.

ALL OF THEM STARTED PUKING. hehe. damn funny pls. caused they heard her talk with a MAN voice. HAHA. they were so damn turned off pls. heh. DAMN funny. teehees. i poked their dream. *poke poke*

lols. sorrry guys. they were so turned off and kept puking. they walked me home and they were still on that topic. SMACK forehead. hehe. funny guys arent they. LOL.

haha. alright. think i am going off sooon. TIREDD. hehe. (:

2005-07-29T00:42:00.000+08:00

BUSY BUSY BUSY
what more can i get other then meetings, meetings and MORE meetings? practically almost everyday after school i have to stay back after school for meetings and most of them end really late. bahhs.

seeems like my blogg is abandoned. ha. my agreement with nik being a regular blogger is gonee. haha. BUSY and LAZY! bleahh. but yes. i will try my best to blogg as much as i can. hehe.

and WEIHAO's connection sucks. he keeps signing in and out of MSN. ha. just like him. BEN SI LE. teehees. =p

There is UT tmr and i am planning to fail it man. sighs. hehe. sucks. SCIENCE SUCKS. why am i LEARNING SCIENCE?!?!?!?!?! ):

2005-07-23T22:31:00.000+08:00

HAPPPPY SWEEEET SEVENTEENTH DARLINGG JAYNEE! HAVE FUN YEAA? LOVE YOU PLENTY! MUAHHHHHS. (:

ha. stayed home todayy. bleahh. shall blogg before playing my maple. teehees.

yesterday after schoool. went out with pengkee and weihao. the rest werent free. pathetic three. hehe. headed to the adidas at pp. met BESTFRIEND there. omg. i missed her so muchh. no diff. she is still as skinny as ever. hehe. then headed to heeren. to ballot the shoee that pengkee wanted. bleahh. then walked ard to cinee and all. ha. pk was hungry and weihao had plans. so homee we go. hehe.

ooo. JAYNEE! sorrry for not going out to celebrate your bdae with you! but i am sure you had fun right? teehees.

alrights. shall sign off here. bleahh. off to maple! (:

2005-07-18T11:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPPY BIRTHDAY BESTFRIEND!! LOVE YOU TRUCKLOADS. SWEEET SEVENTEENTH! (:

2005-07-16T00:11:00.000+08:00

ooo. went partyworld yesterday with weihao desmond pengkee sherman and charmaine. bleah. WHEN my throat was still hurting a lil. WHEN i am having a cough. BUT. i went. DUE to PEER PRESSURE. HA. AND i had my fun obviously. hehe.

and so today went out with jane after school for dinner. ate at galilee friends. the student meal. its FREAKING cheap pls. lol. talked crapped for the whole timee. lol. then we were too tiredd so headed home.

HA. and today nik asked me to read something from his friend's blogg and so i did.
and i am going to copy and paste the entry. hee.

"k i was on my way home on the bus.. i saw this guy.. pretty young.. maybe younger than mi a lil? he was smearing sum thing on the bus window... after a while i heard this man shouting:" hey you kno lidat very dirty anot?!!" so i tot maybe that boy pick his nose or sumthg.. haha.. and the boy juz responded by mimicking the man mumbling his words.. like nth is clear "Juz WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?!!" he man shouted again and the boy oso mimicked him.. den ppl ard started saying he[the boy] is crazy... so that man was very angry.. he walk off scolding"you all better leave him, he is musterbating and putting it all over the window!!" by den i was like ewww~! how gross can that be~~!!! i keep thinking abt it lor~! wah lao... ! yucks~!! haha but i guess that boy oso very scare lah.. the bus looking at him and stuff.. calling him crazy.. den he took out a hankerchief and clean away his stuff..."

WAHH. i was disgusted when i read it okayy. lol. and EEEW. i swear not to lean against the pane or window in the train or bus in the future! HURR.

lol. i am tiredd and my rj have not been done. mmm. alright shall go off and do my rj lr. hehe. (:

2005-07-13T23:01:00.000+08:00

omg! i am falling sick! ):
sobbs. overslept today cause not feeling well. Hazel called me at ard 8 plus and i just woke up. teehees. then felt better so headed to school. heh. practically took my time to school today! (:
heh. aft school had SIT MC meeting. bleahs. i am running for the managing committee. hehe. After meeting, me jane and jeff headed to town. to meet hazel in taka. then decided to eat at friends in cine but jane needa go homee. so ALL of us went home for the sake of something. HURR. so me and hazel ate at TP. mmms. headed to sakae but there are only counter seats left and so we headed to fiesta to eat instead hehe. had a heart to heart session with hazel today. and it was great. I HEART HAZEL! (: hehe. and i dont know whether to go to school tmr or not. CAUSE i am feeling SICK. hopefully it will get better? teehees. (:

2005-07-11T02:11:00.000+08:00

its getting late and i am still WIDE awake. bleah. what makes it worst is that i HAVE SCHOOL TMR. wells. hopefully tmr i wont doze off during lesson. bleahh. changed group and yea. finally working with new pple. sueann and jonn. new pple. hehe. having pengkee in the same group as me is great too. but he just love to make fun of me. haha. i feel like ponning tmr yanno. but if i pon i think pengkee will just kill me cause the other time when i ponned i happened to be in the same team as him. bleahh.

AHH. beeen stonning at home the weekends. which i feel obliged to. hehe. i dont know. maybe being out during the almost whole fivee days of a week bores me out. make me wanna stay homee. hehe. but it has been long since i last met jayne and all. and ky too. bleah. wanna meet up with them soon (:

haas. ohh. have been playing maplestory. bleahh. its boring and all. but i had nothing to do. actually i do. i have hell lots of movies to catch up with. hehe. and right now i am dling the sixth episode of wang zi bian qing wai. did i say? the show is damn nice! so fairytalee. lols.

ooops. i have to wake up early to meet hazel tmr. feeling bad cause ever since aft sch hols, hazel have been waiting for me. ): and we always end up taking cab. hehe. bad habit that i have to kick. (:

alrights. think i shall just end off. bleahh. nites world. i am off. (:

imma afraid that i am falling in..

2005-07-08T21:42:00.000+08:00

sighs.
i dont know why. i am feeeling darn badd. blahh. i feeel so guilty. getting people into trouble. boos. cause in class someone asked me who set up the clique thingy. then i told him and thought that he is asking out of fun. i dont know. then something happened then ahh. i dont know? lol. although they say nvm its okayy. BUT. i still feeel guilty. although it wasnt intentional. sighs. hopefully things wont get worst. OR. sighs. SA seriously have lots of political issues. bleahh. =
alrights. TOWNED with jane and ah mu after school. FAR EAST CHICKEN RICE! (: teehees. then walked ard. jeff left at 6 for his piano lessons. while jane and I headed to orchard mrt to meet hazel rendall and kenny. haas.

decided to go TP for the sake of hazel and companied rendall and kenny for dinner at BK. chatt and crapp while me and janee started dozing off. lol. left for macs to do our "RJ". teehees. ended up chatting in MSN. hmms.

wanna go spa sooon. complexion is getting worst due to lack of beauty sleeeep. bleahh.

=\

2005-07-07T21:31:00.000+08:00

okayy.

a msg to jaynee jiangg and cherr:

yoohoo! anws. here comes your long awaited photos that you guys have been asking for. hehe. sorry for uploading them so late ehh? busy and all. hehe. okayy. take care guys. miss you all loads! (:

ha. alright. towned aft school todayy. hazel x weihao x pengkee x desmond x sherman yeahh. took bus 111 from school. saw janee and ah mu! lols. by the way, ah mu is jeff. teehees. yea. coincidence indeed. headed to cine and was choosing between kfc or ljs. finally decided to eat at kfc. BLAHH. the guys sure know how to MAKE FUN OF ME! they are like enjoying making fun of me AT MY EXPENSE! lols. *smack forehead* but its okayy. I AM USED TO IT ALREADY. after dinner, walked ard cine to look for peng's watch and wanted to bowl. BUT. when we toook the elevator, there aint anymore 9th floor. lols. so we stepped out on the 8th floor and we were decidind. KBOX or KPOOL? lols. we were singing away while deciding. some doesnt want to sing. some doesnt feel like playing pool.

SO. hazel decided that we should go MACS TO DO OUR RJ. mmm. then that stuupid desmond PANGSEH us la. lols. saw his friends. and told us that he wants to talk to them and will join us later. but in the end, HE DIDNT EVEN JOIN US AT ALL. say that his friends dont allow him to leave. what pangsai man. lols.

yepp. and now i am left with the RJ to do. BLEAHH. and i am feeeling lazy. hees. dad ask me to spa tonight. think i will. BLEAHH. cause i feeel damn tiredd and missed the shiok feeeling!

2005-07-07T10:57:00.000+08:00

changed template once again.
mmm. maybe leaving it like that or perhaps going to look for a picture and put it up. lols. but for now, i will leave it like this. (:

wells. i better get my ass off the lappy or i will just get C for cognitive. ):

hahas.

hazel x janee x sam x tricia x aizhen x jeff x ernest x darren x kenny rocks! (:

2005-07-01T01:06:00.000+08:00

omg omg omg omg omg omg OMG!!

i AM PEEELING SO SO SO SO SO BADLYY!!! my face is alright now. NOW MY BODY! oh man. KILL ME MAN. i am dying of itchiness! ):

no more sleeveless for the next perhaps a weeek or two.

ha.

town with weihao pengkee and hazel aft school. hees. DESMOND PON TEN AGAIN. he FLY aeroplane. teeehees. went kfc for dinner. hmms. then aft that to heeren to change hazel's watch to white colour. the watch is really pretty! (: then home aft that to ruch through our RJ.

but unfortunately, when i reached home, i fell asleeep. DEAD tiredd. hmms. but woke up at 9 and started rushing through my RJ. hehe. (:

having enterprise UT tmr. SIGHS. i haven touch the notes yet. but its okayy. i can refer to my notes tmr! (: heh. alright. shall just hit my bed like now. or i will be late tmr! (:

LOVEE! (:

-i am actually wondering what am i feeling..

2005-06-28T16:25:00.000+08:00

oh my gosh! i wannna complain! MAN!!! i am REDDD!! okayy. i am a RED SNAKE. cause i am PEELING. pouts. plehh. reached class after on the first day of school, my classmates were like asking me la! they gave me so many nicknames. RED LOBSTER, CHAR SIEW BAO, JUSTICE BAO! my goodness. they keep suaning me la! annoying arent they. one WHOLE day la. plehh.

wells. it has been loong since i last updated. last saturday i went to sentosa to play volleyball and tanned a lil and swam a lil. THATS HOW I GET SO SUNBURNT. i freakingly forgot to apply either suntann lotion or sunblock la! pouts.

then outing with pengkee weihao jon sherman sky kenny rendall. yepp. to town to get sth for ms hazel MICHELLE lee xin fang. teehees.

i am having UT test later. communication. and i didnt even studied much.oh. yesterday i had science module. please. i screwed it up la. i screwed up my team's presentation. plehhhhh. and yday i think i have done something wrong. i feel bad. but now they are alright. so (: i mma happy girl once again. =D

alright. i shall just sign off now. grrr. POUTS.

oh.

HAPPY BELATED BDAE DESMOND - 270605 x)
HAPPY BELATED BDAE JONN - 280605 x)

2005-06-23T21:54:00.000+08:00

omg.

i lovee HAZEL.
i lovee JANEE.
i lovee SAMANTHA.
i lovee TRICIA.
i lovee AI ZHEN.

(:

see how GUM can the girls get. i love them to bits. they are fun loving. (:

had steamboat on wednesday with the girls and kenny, ernest and jeff. yea. at marina once again. but this time its much better. hehe.

today had BOUNCE carnival meeting. had to go back to school. hmms. long since i last stepped into Republic Polytechnic. haas. then to the lao di fang again. hehe. was so damn tiredd today. hehe. i slept la. gooodness me. shopped at suntec. hmms. i was searching for sports shoes. cause i neeed it on sunday apparently. yea. saw one in nike. and i dont know why i fell for it! (: hehe.

shopping tmr! with jane and hazel! yay!! my wishlist is getting shorter! (:

2005-06-15T03:31:00.000+08:00

oh my goodness. i seriously had fun today man. lols. the tofu-kuku-dascar gang. LOL.

the tofu gang consist of:

hazel

aizhen

tricia

kenny

ernest

darren [ pending ]

and the kuku nanas consist of:

ME!!

janee

samantha

amin

jeff

darren

lols. these pple plus wei xiong went to east coast. lols. played so many things and i swear the outing is totally scandulous. LOL. believe it or not. we did stupid things. LOL. especially my dare. GOODNESS. how i wish i could bury my face into some hole i am serious. hehes.

at first i was blading. lols. and it has beeen long since i last blade. HEHE. and i seriously have NO SENSE OF BALANCE. or rather I HAVE LOW CENTRE OF GRAVITY. lols. i fell down like three to four times pls. and last time i dont fall so many times. lols. goodness. but i had my fun. as i had injured myself, ernest and kenny asked me to change to bike and yea. changed to a double seater bike. cause they do not know how to bring the bike over when they are riding too and they ask me to sit down and wait for them. HAHA.

cycled with ernest where another tragedy happened. HAHA. shall not write in details but this is a both party fault thingy. hehe. he injured himself in the end too. >.<

teeehees. then after east coast, we headed to suntec. ate crystal jade! x) haha. then to our lao di fang which is the esplanade roof terrace. hehe. played games and all. and we took so many pictures! 1 GB full of photos man. lols. hundreds of photos! haha.

ooo. i cant wait for another gathering with them again as i SERIOUSLY had fun with them.

and i am glad to have them in my lifee. kuku-tofu-dagscar gang rocks!! ((:

:

2005-06-11T17:07:00.000+08:00

SA camp was fun! teeehees.
although i sprained my ankle! boos. it has beeen long since i last sprained my ankle. teehees. we were playing treasure hunt at night. was running. then tripped over a ledge at the plaza. thats how i fell kaeee. so i became the bai kai of the camp. lols. i shant write all the details about the camp. or this entry will get lengthy and boring. lols. i didnt play any games on the 2nd day. cause of my stuupid ankle. blahhs. got to know more people during the camp!! and!! me hazel and jonathan are so lucky! casue we got into the same group whereas adrian didnt. heh. poor adrian.

then after camp. team 3 and team 4 had lunch. waited for the counsellors to join us. waited too long. and some left. left cause my other team mates leaving. and so bad. if i pangseh. teehees. so we - hazel jon aizhen rendalh left for plaza singapura. ate BK, chat and left. cause jon and rendalh were tiredd. and me and aizhen left to meet the rest who are at tiong bahru. by the timee. an we reached there, they were leaving. except for some of the counsellors. heh. so only me aizhen tricia jeff ernest and kenny were left chatting. teehees. crappy talk. then we watched MADAGASCAR!! lols. just smile and wave. TEEHEES. drifted off at some parts of the movie. hehe. but i woke up cause there was this lady who laughed damn LOUD man. gooodness. we were laughing cause her laughter is funny. heh. it was still early. so headed to esplanade! to the roof terrace and chat once again. hehe. left for home at 11 plus. heh. and oh. i wanna apologize.

the guiders! and to the seniors too! lols. i am sorry. pangseh last min! cause i had a sprained ankle and was too tiredd for another stayover. blehh. hopefully the camp went on well? heh. sorrry guys! =
teehees. alright. think i shall just end offf here. and ohh.

HAPPY BELATED BDAE HAZEL!! LOVEEE YOU. (:

2005-06-05T00:10:00.000+08:00

alright. new album uploaded! sherry's bdae 2005! lols.

go see it under links! --->

enjoy! =D

2005-06-04T22:36:00.000+08:00

Steamboat with kahyee jiangg jaynee joann cher sherry and debbie at marina yesterday to celebrate sherry's birthday. heh. each person cost 10 bucks. Cheap cheap. BUT! the food and service sucks please! lols. i dont like the environment too! BLAHH. i rather go seoul and eat then there. bleahh.

kahyee ate sushi buffet so she didnt eat anything SO she was our maria for the night. heh. such a sweeetie. helped us peel prawns. teehee. she has always beeen a sweeetie by the way. heh. omg. we were so retarded alright. HAHA. We were sitting somewhere near the bush. We cant finish all the food, so me and sherrry did something retarded pls. We threw the food into the bushes! lols. one by one. in case we get caught. lols. AND! suddenly we heard 'squeak squeak!' my goodness i got a shock please. THERE WERE RATS IN THE BUSHES. i turned and saw the bushes moving! lols. i screamed. ahh. so malu. there were lots of people around us. man. picture that scene and you will know how maluating. LOL.

Finished at ard 9. So we went back to Toa Payoh and sherry left for her dearest cartecious. LOL. went to play arcade. bleah. didnt have mood then. heh. we had nothing to do after that so kahyee suggested mahjong over at my placee. heh. head over to 7-11 to buy junk food to eat while play.

MY GOSH. we were all making so much noise please. lols. they played mahjong first while i do my RJ. heh. and cherine is jinxed yesterday. Firstly, she spilled water in my room. NEXT, she was spinning around in my room with my blankie wrapping around her. SHE SPIN AND SPIN. AND SUDDENLY, I HEARD 'PIANGG!!' TWO GLASS CUP BROKE. cleaned up and all. Played music then and just nice jayne was holding a broom. she is so retarded. took the broom as the mic and start singing. -.- lols. all of us were high. maybe except jiangg. heh. ended at ard 5 plus. all of us were feeling so dead except kahyee and cherr. heh. had fun yeah. heh. =D

woke up at 4 plus this afternoon. and i am still feeling tiredd. blahh. wonder what is my plan going to be like tmr. stayover at joan's house or my house again?! :)

2005-06-03T11:03:00.000+08:00

oh my goooodnesss.
i am feeling damn tiredd pls. heh.
woahh. hazel desmond jonathan peng kee and weihao totally rock my world man. cause they always make me laugh without fail. ha. whenever i feeel down or whatever although they dont know, and whenever i am with them, they will make me laugh and yes. i will forget all my probs. =D teehees. therefore i enjoy being with them. yea.

ohh. i wanna complain. WAH. one person i just cant stand in our class. please. he is annoying. he left me a bad impression. goodness. i dont like him. BLAHH. but ha. i shall keep my cool about it. BLEAH.

and wheee! school hols is coming! last day of schoool today! yay! =DD

2005-06-02T17:33:00.000+08:00

HAHA. wasnt feeling right. BUT!!

weihao just had to do something stupid that made me LAUGH! lols.
he came into the class sat down. My handphone was somewhere near his laptop. Then i dont know whether he purposely did it or he mistook it as the mouse. HAHA. then yeahh. so he mistook my phone as the mouse! OMG!

he looked damn funny please. WAHH. that so brighten up my day man. =D teehees.

2005-06-02T17:26:00.000+08:00

nothing can express whatever i am feeling now. =\

2005-05-31T16:41:00.000+08:00

rights. wanted to blogg yesterday but i was too tiredd so decided to blogg today. heh. outing with the junkies yesterday. FULL attendance. teehee. with MAISARA! heh. she is oh so cute pls. when she is playing poool. Heh. Wanted to watch the movie madagascar. Went Lido and suddenly decided not to. So headed for pool at kpool. bleahh. YAY! pool was fun please. obviously with desmond around being funny and cracking all those silly jokes, who wont laugh. haha. And i obviously love to partner jon. Cause we will always win! teehee. and obviously partnering desmond is great tooo! =D

ha. school today. had science. and i seriously wonder WHAT DOES SCIENCE GOT TO DO WITH BUSINESS COMPUTING? blahh. no link pls. what to do. we mix everything up for the first year. heh. yuppies. =D

perhaps i just have to accept the fact that pple change. blahh.

2005-05-28T18:26:00.000+08:00

i just dont like the attitude. and i hopee i am wrong about it. =\

2005-05-28T01:54:00.000+08:00

Today is like wooooah.
heh.
school as usual.
Went out after school with jon.desmond.weihao.pengkee.me. 4 guys and 1 girl. and they still can say this "you should feel blissed" oh mann. *slaps forehead* how nonsensical can they get man seriously. ha. stupid hazel michelle lee xin fang epangseh me. adrian and sky also pangseh us for god knows what reasons. So left the pathetic 5. bleahhs.

Went Far East to eat chicken rice! yummy! it has beeen long since i last ate it man seriously. =p
Next, we went to walk around. Heh. Then Sherman came to join us. OH man. It has been weeks in RP, and i didnt know how to spell Sherman's name correctly. ha. To Heeren than to Cine.

Played poool at Kpool! heh. yes. woahh. Paired up with jon and yes! we won so many rounds and all. haha. =D powerful! bleahhs. After pool, we felt so retarded as to take photos at level one, the madgasacare ( or however you spell it) heh.

Then Hazel finally came to join us after so long! bleahh. we practically do stupid and lame things man. heh.

OH MAN! i have not even started on my RJ yet! damn. and the worst is , i am feelind T I R E D. =x

2005-05-27T12:01:00.000+08:00

... haha. i dont now whys. is blogger lagging? boos.

2005-05-27T00:37:00.000+08:00

haha. yes. a another template of minee. this is exactly what i wanted to do for my layouts. heh. found nicer pics this time. so i changed some of the right side pics. thanks to photoshop once again. heh. i still have not finished doing the whole thing yet. gonna edit it tomorrow. hehe. alrights. gotta run. its latee. bleahh.

2005-05-25T19:34:00.000+08:00

omg. was being such an angel today once again. lols. a samaritian. haha. Firstly, adrian left his windbreaker in class, he called to ask me to help him bring it homee. Secondly, jon called me to ask me to help him collect his AIA insurance form from the library. Jon's one is damn funny. shall type out part of the conversation we had on the phonee.

*phone rings at 5.49pm..*
jon: hello, where are you?
me: i am still in school, in class. ( i thought he was being an angel to call and ask where am i)
jon: oh. STILL IN CLASS? good good good. help me go to the library and collect the AIA insurance thing for me.
me: huh? what?
jon: the AIA insurance thing and today is the last day to collect!
me: oh. then what am i suppose to do? what time does it end?
*at 5.50pm*
jon: six oclock!
me: oh. okayy. (looks to time) (screams) WHAT?! six oclock?! you expect me to run all the way to the library in ten minutes JONATHAN SIM! ( for your info, the library is damn far away from my class)
jon: yes! run there and help me now!
me: what if dont have already?
jon: then you better not let me see you tmr!
me: -.-" haha. okay okay. i will help you. heh. bye!
jon: okay. bye! thanks.
*hangs up phone*

oh. okayy. i think i typed out not part but the WHOLE conversation. -.-" haha.
*slaps forehead* why did i actually agreed helping him in the first place?! lols. i could have told him " i dont care. you run back to school and take it back yourself in ten minutes time." man. sighs. but! he is lucky. haha. cause i managed to get it for him. lols.

yes. encountered another funny moment with hazel. lols. we were walking out of school. and along this pavement, there is this vending machine. and a cat was sitting in front of the vending machine staring at it. LOLS. okayy. i shall type out the convo we had.

me: *laugh and look at the cat* the cat is thirsty.
hazel: *laughs*
me: i think the cat is thirsty and wants to buy a drink but it has no money. *laughs*
hazel: still laughing* oh my goodness. we should take a pic of it. its the first cat i have ever seen doing this! *still laughing*
me: -.- but laugh.

the cat is like so cute la! lols. yeahh. me and hazel practically talk so much nonsense on our way homee man. heh. goodness. and oh! we encountered a gay couple on the train! ha.

oh. last comment about today before i sign off. i am so gonna fail today's ut test. haha. computing! and today's lesson is like so -.- i got boredd please! that i didnt pay attention for this one. heh. gonna fail today's overall performance man. seriously. boos.

2005-05-25T00:05:00.000+08:00

haha. yes. was being an angel with hazel this morning. bought breakfast for desmond, peng kee, wei hao, adrian, sky, amelia and farah. haha. what a samaritian. BUT! heh. we ended up late for lessons yea. no thanks to the burgers that we have to wait for years. and yes. jon didnt turn up for school today. we kept calling him asking where is he cause we thought he is on his way and asked him about breakfast. sadly, he didnt picked up after numerous calls from us. wasted so much saliva talking to him please. haha.

today's module sucks badly. my team got shoot at badly by our facilitator. haha. we were like some lost sheeep on a large vast of land. hehe.

then went for Student Union Project Manager briefing. hehe. did something embarassing but thou shall not say here. hehe. yupps.

taught pengkee how to create a layout. heh. he is so impatient please. lols. know someone new today. kenny. hazel's friend. haha. how funny he is. heh.

it all started with coincidence and ended off with fateee*

2005-05-23T01:12:00.000+08:00

ALRIGHT PPLE! new album uploaded!

jiangg'sbdae2005 ---->

2005-05-22T23:46:00.000+08:00

HAPPY SWEEEET 16th JIANGG! lols.

yes. dearest jiangg birthday today. she can FINALLY open table in snookerzone. OFFICALLY step into snookerzone without getting caught. HAHA. heh.

where did we go today? heh. town. but met so damn early yea. 2. OH! yes. they purposely told me that its 130. cheat me. cause they thought i will be late. BUT! some people exposed it and therefore know that its 2! hehe. yes. jiangg jaynee cherr joann adeline and me. the six of us. :) we totally rot in town man. slaps forehead. actually not really. some were window shopping. walked from wisma to heeren then to cine. ate something new today. at FRIENDS. kahyee came to join us! miss her plenty! heh. yes. though the food there were like quite limited. and the serving is like quite hugee, i still managed to finish up my food. heh. then decided to go esplanade. heh. took lots of photos and will be uploaded soooon. (:

heh. the rest shall be ~~censored~~ but! i must conclude that its a happy day for everyone! =D

2005-05-21T16:09:00.000+08:00

boo. look at the weather now. yawns. so nice to just fall asleeeep. hehe. yes. mj is feeeeling lazy like always. shall update my blogg as requested by many. heh. oh!! XAVIER'S BDAE IS ON MY THE 19TH MAY. shall wish him a HAPPY BELATED BDAEE TO HIMM! HEHE. yes. i have finally done what i am supposed to do for jaynee. bleahhs. and now i am like rotting at homee. lazy to go out. so i am actually happily rotting at homee. =p

many things happened during this weeek and yeahhs. the unexpected. boos.

2005-05-15T21:28:00.000+08:00

lazyness has overcomed mj.
she is just plain lazy to blogg although she has been onlinee practically everyday.
but. after so long. she decided to update her old stagnant blogg. laughs.

heh. yes. towned yesterday. met jiangg jaynee and joann. was late. then left for town while joan went for tuition. yes. shopping today. but i wasnt in a moood to shopp. haha. sorry guys. BUT! i bought this oh-so-pretty jacket from 77th street. lols. it caught my eyes and i absolutely love it to pieces. hehe. and yes. playedd fate with sunlu and all. and definitely we do have the fate! hehe. how sweet can they get. they got me a belated bdae present. hehe. i simply loved it! heh. the present brightened up my day! =D thanks guys! =D heh.

jaynee and jiangg are out. im lazy to get out of my house. feel like staying at home today. heee. wonder hows their shopping trip today. heh. did they grow broke after their shopping trip? ha. hopefully not. bleahh.

school tmr. lazy to go school! =\ but i have to go. heh. and i dont know what should i wear tmr! sighs. headache. bleahhs. alright. shall go for spa now. love peeeeps. =D

2005-05-12T11:05:00.000+08:00

wah. i swear today aint a good day for me yea.
FIRST of all.
I OVERSLEPT.
SECONDLY,
I was RUSHING to meet hazel. The pavement was uneven and i tripped over it blindly. PIAK! there goes my flats.
LASTLY,
i was wearing heels and rushing as i was super late. I stupidly walked on the mud and my heels got stained with mud. BUT! luckily i managed to clean it off. phew.

What a great day to start off. bleahhs. Wonder whats next that gonna happen to me man.

Breakfast was fun. haha. played the water game with like 70% of our class. And luckily i kenna once. heh. unlike jon, he got to drink three cups and Weihao have to drink twice. lols. and part two will resume during lunch. I am having a tummyache now. No thanks to the Cold water. damn. lols. =P

2005-05-09T10:44:00.000+08:00

i guess i should stop thinking about everything.

thats just your perception.

2005-05-06T23:18:00.000+08:00

right now in macs with jayne and jiangg. cher left not long ago and yes. was with the fab 4 earlier on. hazel adrian jon and me. yeahh. went sushi TEI to eat. headed to meet derek next as jon and adrian left for home.

derek's friends are nice and funny man. heh. andy stephanie and felicia? am i right? lols. yeahh. went walking around wisma and all. yepp. had fun la.

then back to tpy. went macs. got coke float and sat to talk.

it was late and i want to meet jayne and all so i left them to meet the rest. =D

what shall i do tmr? running? pool? or suntanning? sianns. totally in no moood to think. heh.

why do i feeel that i am gonna lose? shrugs*

2005-05-05T22:51:00.000+08:00

made a new layout for myself. started everything from scratch. all thanks to photoshop and frontpage. lols. nice temp? heh. i like this layout! =D

2005-05-05T20:27:00.000+08:00

oh right.
how unlucky can i get? dearest DM appears only once in a blue moon. but POOR me got to get caught by him! grr. how unlucky can i get? goodness. i got caught for wearing SLIPPERS to school. heh. it aint no slippers. its FLATS. there is a diff alright. but i shall not bother about him.

but hazel adviced me to wear heels today. so here it goes. heels for today. lols. and i have beeen feeling lethargic recently. no thanks to dearest jon and sky. heh. shall hop on my bed earlier today. alrights. it has beeen long since i last spa. heh. hit the bathtub and yes! SHIOK! heh. =D

2005-05-03T22:35:00.000+08:00

i feeel so acomplished. because i made a layout for kahyee and thejunkies. lols. all started from scratch. original thats it. heh. =D

anws. met the usuals during the hols. heh. they were all studying and all. their mids have approached. heh. look at how they used to laugh at us last year. heh. they finally had the feeling we once had. but heh. shall not rub it in further.

anws. good luck to all of them. i have faith that they will do well. =D

2005-04-30T16:21:00.000+08:00

ha.
after long hours.
i am finally done building up thejunkies blog. bleahh.
:)

2005-04-26T21:39:00.000+08:00

im feeeling freak tiredd man.
and having a spa after a tiring day of school is simply GREAT. heh.
but i am still frigging tired.
towned with hazel after school. ate at nydc. cookie monser mudpie is definitely sumptuous. lols. then went to shopp around and home we go. walked so much that my feet hurts. blahh.

SI CHERYL TAN! so mean. SHE JUST DONT WANT TO ANSWER MY QNS! SI TAN SI TAN SI TAN! BLAHH.

2005-04-26T10:10:00.000+08:00

i am unsure of what i am doing man. sighs.

anws. went to pool yesterday with my new friends. hazel sky adrian weihao pengkee jonathan desmond and mee. went lucky plaza to play. mambo. heh. played till like ard 7 plus i guess? yeahh. then dinner but jon left. yupps. heh. felt like totally weird when hazel's friend came man. felt like one lightbulb. ha. anws had fun yesterday la. yeahhs. x)

2005-04-22T22:49:00.000+08:00

although we dont have the fateeee. but i am happy todayy. it made me smilee a lil. : )

2005-04-21T21:55:00.000+08:00

i guess im dreaming. blahhhs. wakeee up!

2005-04-18T14:07:00.000+08:00

lols.
im a happy girl. cause my wardrobe is expanding from this BIG to this BIIIIIIIIIIIIG. lols. yeahh. went shopping like practically everytime i go out. lols. yeahhs. what to do? i simply lovee shopping. heh. supposed to shop for shirts. but. ended up buying clothes not meant for school. heh.

anws. outings on saturday and sun. supposed to hunt for a home for my lappy. but then! jayne was so damn lazy to go there. and jiang had flag day. cher working. sucks. so i had to begg jayne to come along. haha. i know she was rather reluctant. heh. but! we ended up not going. heh. so town instead and shop. bleahhs.

shit. shall cont at home. cause schoool is over for mee. bleahhs.

2005-04-15T16:44:00.000+08:00

boo! im home now! just came back from school. it was alright la. blahh. went to bernie's class halfway. heh. and i need to go shopping for SHIRTS! heh. supposed to do shopping for shirts and in the end i only bought tops, flats, perfume, earrings and nail polish. blahh. this time i must buy shirts. that is proper for school in RP. and yea. i wanna doll my laptop up. doll isnt the correct word. i think i shoud say i wanna get a nice beautiful cosy home for my lappy. lols. i got a cool mouse. and i need to get a bag as its home and i need a case to put my charger and mousie! heh.

so many things to do. amd school is starting. on monday! sighs. checked my class rooster and was looking at all the email adds. lols. was looking if there is any ah bengs or ah lians in my class. lols. all of them looked decent and all. so phew. heh. so not that bad after all. :) but im still dreading school. boo. :(

2005-04-15T10:40:00.000+08:00

blahh. in school now. im like a total stranger here. all new faces. heh. but yesterday orientation was alright. heh. didnt talk much but yeahh. alked a lil to my new friends and the counsellors were talking to me. so not that bad after all. heh. but all the talks were so boring and sitting in the annex hall on the bench hurt my ass. lols. cause the bench is so damn hard. and my friends and i were like having difficulty sitting down. hehe. and yeahh. hopefully this computing lesson will end sooon. cause im boredd. and i am going to look for my cousin after that. heh. :))

ohh. and outing with bimbs is finally donee. heh.

SHIT! DAMN PISED OFF RIGHT NOW. SOMEONE IS PLAYING A PRANK ON ME. GOING AROUND IN IRC GIVING MY EMAIL ADD WHEN I DONT GO IRC MYSELF. BLAHH. SO MANY MYSTERIOUS PPLE ADDING ME. ARGH. FUCKIT.

2005-04-11T19:02:00.000+08:00

actually, im sad. not angry. maybe its just you. the way you put it. that had hurt me a lil in a way. i dont know what to say. i dont neeed anything from you. or rather you dont need to bother. cause all i want is that we both can hold onto this friendship for as long as possible. maybe forever? but i guess no friendship will last forever. oh wells. yeahh. its simple. the simplicity me.

hopefully you will know who you are. hopefully you will get to read this. yupps. maybe this tells me the importance of you in me. heh. :) lovee my friend. muahhs.

2005-04-10T13:11:00.000+08:00

haha.
woke up early suprising maybe im used to waking up early already. yeahh. cher will be coming in a while. so i better get this done fast. yupps. towned yesterday. met the usuals and kahyee came along. stupid hubby. yeahh. supposed to shop la. FOR CLOTHES. in the end i bought perfume and earrings. lols. temptation kills. yeahh. so i guess shopping will have to be done on wednesday with bimbs. yeahh. then after town, went back to TP and yeahh. kahyee came along and yeahh. arcade first then to snooker. yupps. she good. cause she came all the way to TP to WATCH us play la! ols. wanted her to play. but she gave the excuse that she have to leave. she GOOD. watch out ky. lols.

yupps. childish pple tagging my board. why cant they just leave me alonee. not say i offended them or smth. yeahh. but i shant bother about them. as what jh said. we arent that childish to play along with them. if they have the guts, leave their name down. and not to givee anonymous names. yeah.

2005-04-06T19:48:00.000+08:00

blahh.

yeahh. i am partially happy. cause i got my new lappy. heh. but the bad part is. SCHOOL gonna start! bleahh. i am so used to school-free lifee. lols. and going to a completely stranger and sucky school really sucks. lols. sighs. trying to accept the fact that im in Republic Poly. trying to console myself:-

-> company in RP - bernie :)
-> my cousin is appealing to that school and hopefully he can get into the course im in.
-> another cousin of mine is studying there and taking the same course as i am. lols.
-> bimb chew is appealing there and maybe she will be my next company? heh.
-> xavier appealed there too. hopefully he can get in. lols. then he can be another company of minee! heh.

that was so consoling. blahh.

2005-04-04T09:14:00.000+08:00

blah.
no work for me today. and im heading to the RP's laptop roadshow. see whether i like it. if not im gonna get a better fujitsu out there. bleahh. and i have to go soon. have to get this done quick.

finally updated my blogg and links. yupps.

AHH. my mum is pushing me to leavee. heh.

so byee peeps.

cant wait for my new laptop!heh.

im annoyed. thanks.

2005-03-30T12:02:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BDAE CHERINEEEE! ILOVEYOU! muahhhs.

lols.
it was cher's bdae yday. dint get to meet them for sakae buffet cause i had work. bleahh. yupps. then they called me to meet them in tp aft work. yup. met them. jiang and jayne got caught so headed to buy dye. then to kfc for dinner. yupp. and on my way home, i saw plenty full of worms. i guess its millipede? lols. ya. dont know whats wrong but i guess its duee to the earthquake that caused the worm's nest to be wreaked. then all came out of their nest and cant get home! cause it got destroyed. lols.

yupps. luckily its not at m block. yucks. disgusting. bleahhs.

heh. lunch is here. off i go for lunch! lols.

oh! new company in RP! -bernie! :)

2005-03-28T12:40:00.000+08:00

ALRIGHT.
my lunch break again. yeahh. kinda tiredd and sleeeepy. cause was talking to cherine on the phone till late night. blahh. ha. but it was a happy conversation. :)

the threee days hols are over so sooon. though it seeems like four. cause went out on thurs too. blahh. my school gonna start sooon i guess. my cousin called to tell me that my orientation is on the 15th? not sure. yupps. but i dont know. dreading it. bleahhs.

if i managed to enter TP, i would be a much happier girl. wanted to appeal back to TP. but chances will be low cause if they wanted me all along, they would have taken me in. whatmore my first choice was TP. heh. and stupid minshan psycho me to go Millenia Institute with him. like no! lols. i rather a poly then MI. he reasoned with me and all. trying to talk me out. BUT! he failed. wahaha. lols. yepp.

alrights. gotta end here already. lunch break OVER. :(

zZZzzzZZZzzzZ.

2005-03-25T15:29:00.000+08:00

just reached home. ha. stayed over at cassandra's house. blahh. yeahh. let me start from the beginning. bleahh. worked till five yesterday and met jaynee first. it was still early to meet the reat therefore headed to the arcade. ha. guess what? i found a a card with 12 bucks in it. lucky aint i? lols. played then cherine camee and as joan joycelin sunlu and alvina were alr at the interchange waiting for us. so yepp rushed down and we couldnt decide on what we actually wanted to eat. heh. first headed to KFC. wanted to eat that but most of them didnt want. so headed to pastamania. didnt mind but looking at most of them not wanting to eat there, we headed to koufu. this time i didnt bother and just went ahead to buy foood. bleahh.

and jayne and cherine asked me weird qns and all. and i didnt even noticed anything. until cherine gave it to me and said "happy birthday!". so touched. they are so understanding. they knew that i was looking for a new bag for my poly and yeahh. they bought mee this bag. i likee it! heh.

then joyceline joan and sunlu wanted to go kbox and some of us doesnt want and after much persuasion which doesnt work, we went separate ways. headed to the arcadeee and on our way, joan and all called. telling us that kbox was ex. and it was quite late. and it wouldnt be worth it if they go in. hah. then joined back and headed to the arcade then to snookerzonee.

cassandra came to join us in the arcade and poool. yepp. has beeeen long since i last saw her. ever since the release of Os results. yupps. ohh! met pohyeee too on our way to snookerzone and ian too. in the arcade. all so long never see alr. and pohyee is still as skinny as ever. heh. aft pool at ard 1 plus, headed to 75 to eat cause cherr jayne and jiangg didnt eat their dinner. so when we reached there, so lil stalls were opened, so decided not to eat there. and cass wanted to leave and invited us over to her house. AND! in the first place, it is supposed to be a stayover at my house la! hahas. was quite reluctant and all. and sunlu begg me and all and yeahh. so i said anything and is up to cher jiang and jayne cause they are supposed to come oover to my place to get their work done. heh.

so all 7 of us went ahead and yepp. drank alcohol a lil. joan is such a loser. one cup and she went all red. yepp. then jayne jiang and cher did their work and i had nothing to do and was tiredd as i had work the previous day so slept on the sofa. hahas.

and woke up cause someone was damn noisy la. the rooster of the day- jayne. lols. just cause she is awake, she wants everyone to wake up. lols. all were sleeping on the floor except me and cherr. we had a sofa each. :) heh. then ordered macs breakfast. all ate hotcakes. hah. the service is damn lousy. we ordered seven hotcake meal and 6 came. and they didnt give us straw at all. then cass called and asked them to give us straw cause they didnt give and another hotcake meal. yeah. and guess what? the meal came. and with ONLY 2 straws la. lol. pathetic. heh. then started to rot and watched some cartoon and finding nemo! lols. crapped up and all and it was alr 2 plus. lols. cass had to leave so yeahh. we left! and im homee! lols. like finally. gonna take a quick bath and sleeep. im tired. bleahh.

alrights. shall end off here. gonna sleeep before going out later! :)

2005-03-23T21:30:00.000+08:00

BLAHH

im feeling sick! my gosh. no thanks to jiangg. she is mean aint she? she passed me her flu and sorethroat la! my throat is feeling uncomfy. and my nose is getting naughty. bleahh. i so hatee this feeling la. sentosa this fri with jayne jiangg debbie and sherry. hah. hopee i will have fun with my stupid nose and throat. BLEAAHH.

2005-03-23T09:57:00.000+08:00

:))
bleahh.
all the well-wishers yesterday. filled me with sweetness and lovee. heh. received from many pple and yeshh. was hoping that i will receive a msg from you. but. sighs. i didnt. maybe i havee been forgotten or i aint impt. bleahh. its okayy. so i guess its time for me to movee on. make new friends and all. my new school. my new friends! BLEAHH. hehee. im a happy girl. blahh. athough the start of my bdaee didnt turn out right. but it turned alright at the end of the dayy. heh. :)

had dinner with my dearests yesterday. headed to art birtro first for dinner. then to arcade to play my gamee. haha. then to swensons for ICECREAM!!! lols. it was hilarious i swear. maybe i was in a good moood or smth. i madee a fool out of myself la. lols. shall not bloggg abt it. and HOPEFULLY, jaynee and jiangg wont be mean to blogg it out. heh. yupps. as it was my birthday, i had freee firehouse happy birthday icecream from swensons! lols. with a candle in the middle. hah. then sang birthday song for mee! wheee. it has beeen long since i last heard that songg. ONE year. lols. im old alr. im seventeeen. but i like that agee. hee.

then headed to pool after that. lols. then homee. yupps. jaynee and all are so lucky. they havee got holiday on thur and fri. thurs all thank to the US! lols. we did well so school decided to havee a celebration. and yeahh. so a day off for them! heh. yupps. i cant for thurs to end pls. i neeed a rest. im tiredd. pouts.

oh. anyways. i have thought abt it. yeahh. maybe RP aint that bad. cause after all. my cousins will be there and i will have company there - my bimbs! :)

2005-03-22T12:15:00.000+08:00

sobbs.

yes. my burfdae todayy. but it aint like my birthday. cause im currently under DEPRESSION. okayy. that was crapp. im just upset. working on my bdae. got shoot at during work and whatmore i got shoot at for things i have not donee? what rubbish. yeahh. and the results madee it worst. ugh. i didnt get into tp la. i so wanted tp and i didnt get in. i got into RP instead. my gosh. that was like my last choice can? freak man. should i appeal? im frustrated.

outing with bimbs got cancelled again. cause bimbs didnt get into the school she wants to. so yeahh. upset? heh. both of us are. yupp. and so postponed again i guess. and i am free today. sighs. dont know whether should i tell him that my date has been cancelled. ugh. cause i think its not really niceee to go out with him alonee under certain circumstances. BLAHH.

AHHH. FRUSTRATION. SOBBS.

what happened to my burfdaeee? :(

2005-03-21T11:54:00.000+08:00

its my burfdaee tomorrow. but guess what? usually pple will feel excited on their birthday. but im feeling NERVOUS. there are like butterflies in my stomach. and i cant seem to get it away. no thanks to the RELEASE OF RESULTS FOR JAE. my goshh. it sooo havee to fall on my birthday. my aunt say that its goood that it fall on your burfdaeee. cause you will have the luck?! lols. what nonsense. i so dont believeee. sighs. hopefully i will get into tp. *prays hard* =s

yupps. anyways. i finally get to meeet jaynee joan jiangg sunlu. lols. new pple camee in too. alvina and adelinee. lols. and wheres cherrr? too busy with her own schedule. lols. she is mean. causee she madee me miss her so much. lols.

had seoul on saturday. heh. to celebrate my advanced burfdaeee with my aunt and my beloved cousin. lols. went all the way to woodlands for seoul and there is this ohh so cutee working there and serving us too! lols. then town later. with jaynee jiangg joann kahyeee adeline chow and alvina. lols. supposed to catch a moviee but ha. all of us cant think of a movie to watch and practically all the nice movie tickets are selling fast or sold out. pouts. i want to watch hitch! miss congeniality 2, and pooh heffalump! poooh and piglet are soooo damnn cuteee! lols. heh. WHERE IS CHERINEE? we are supposed to go for a moviemania! hurrr. both of us are like sooo busy with our stuff that we aint havee time for each other to have a moviemania. pouts.

lols. so we headed to pasta for dinner and yupp. i didnt eat cause i was damn full. heh. then walked around and got bored of ps. so headed out and decided to drink my longg craving pure chocolate from coffeebean! lols. you are right jiangg. if there is a coffeebean in tp. you will go brokee. me too. lols. yupps. the nearest was at centrepoint. hehee. and yepp. jaynee was such a benben. ben si le. lols. yepp. something exciting happened. ooooo. i had fun. but standing outside without any chairs with high heels on sucks. lols. yepp.

then back to tp. headed to snookerzonee. played pool. had fun playing. lols. then homee after that and yeahh. used the com to synchronize with my pocket pc. yeahh. wanted to stay longer. but my eyelid were like so damn heavy so decided to hit my bedd. yeahhs.

went to ec macs on sunday. cause jayne jiangg joann sunlu alvina were there studying. ya la. i so got cheated into going there! cause jaynee told me that i had to go there cause i had to give joann spelling and teach jaynee maths. lols. ya la. go there. joann aint studying chinese and jaynee aint doing maths. so i sat there and rot and ka jiao all of them. lols. oh. xavier and kiwi camee. long time no seee them. lols. still the sameee. kiwi's hair is getting longgg! lols. the toooot hair. hahahs. time to cut your hair kiwi! heh. yupps. then played arcade for awhilee to release my stress and all. then to kfc for dinner. yupps. then poool again! lols. lovee pool. then homee as jaynee doesnt want to miss her last bus. lols. yupps.

heh. this entry is like super long. those pple who managed to read till here. CONGRATS. lols.

alright. gonna play onlinee pool now. tatas. :))

nervous* =s

2005-03-16T10:18:00.000+08:00

work has been rather alright for me. yeahh.
its the march hols and i am working! when everyone are like playing and all. POUTS. but soon the results for the application of school and course will only be out on the 23rd. hmms. hopefully i can get into tp. lols. yupps. many things have beeen happening recently. yepp. sighs. ALRIGHT.
i shall get back to work now and stop slacking ya. yepp.

there is this tinge of guiltiness in me. i am trying to get this feeling out of me. but i dont know how to.

2005-03-14T12:55:00.000+08:00

i am starting to fall in lovee with the song never be replaced all over again. lols. :))

2005-03-14T11:13:00.000+08:00

im DONEE uploading 4/6'05 self awareness camp for jaynee. lols. dont ned to feeel bad anymore. bleahhs.

all i hopee now that everything will be alright and there wont be any of these kinda stuff anymoreee. all i want is just peace laughter and lovee betweeen us. yeahhs.

2005-03-12T10:19:00.000+08:00

MY GOODNESS.
how gooon can i get.
i fell asleeeep on the bus today.
and guess what?
i OVERSLEEPT AND MISSED MY BUS STOP.
hahahas.
gooon me.

alrights. outing later. most prob in the late afternooon to evening? yupps. meeting the usuals and perhaps joycelin adeline and sun lu. lols. yeahhs. i wanna watch hitch. :( but too sad. i cant takee leave yeah. i cant watch with jaynee and all on tuesday. pouts. and i wanna watch booogeyman. lols. ohh. and white noise? and a series of unfortunate events. lols. so many movies to catch. wonder my finance permits me. heh. thinking of going for a moviemania with cherinee. lols. BUT! ms chua is too busy working that she will only be freee during the weeekends. lols.

one and a half more hours to twelve. cant wait to get out of this freezing office man. lols.

was in a foul mood earlier on. cause of work. yepp. both of my aunt are giving me lots of question marks. lols. they are confusing me. cause i was doing payroll. and aft im DONE with everything, they want to change the format and everything. i kept changing the format and all that madee me so confused. thus i made lots of errors. lols. but you cant blamee me. its my first timee during payroll. but i wasnt scolded for anything. thats a goood thing.

alrights. im off to work now. better run before i get caught slacking. tatas.

call me dumb, call me stupid. cause i know i am.

2005-03-12T00:16:00.000+08:00

i just finished watching the kunda vcd jaynee lend mee. lols. its some nursing vcd with many touching abd sad parts. lols. its hilarious too. kunda's role in that show is cutee! lols. cause he is like onee sotong. so blur. hehee. yeahhs. this serials madee me cry. so many touching parts! lols. but JAYNE! i am still very blurr abt the last part. so did sheng ya chose kunda or that doctor? lols. most probably kunda right? lols.

yeahhs. i am donee with jayne's vcd. and now i have another onee to watch. lols. yepp. I HAVEE BEEEN FALLING ASLEEEP DURING WORK. lols. thats bad. shall head to bed earlier i guess? hehee. but maybe not. cause tmr is a saturday which mean half day! lols. heh. alrights. anws.

i am suppose to help jayne upload her self awareness camp photos. but hahas. i got no timee for it as my sis always use this com. and even if i use, it will be for a short period of timee. and my pocket pc cant upload photos? lols. yeahhs. so i apologise ya? heheee.

ohh. i havee beeeen eating jap food for the past few days. no. i mean past few weeks. lols. but most of the time, me and my aunt will eat sakae. heh. ate so much that i guess i am getting sick of it soon. lols.

alrights. shall end of here.
take care peeps.
LOVEE.
:)

2005-03-08T11:37:00.000+08:00

right. was in a foul moood earlier on. yupps. maybee cause of my lack of sleeep that madee me moody. hehe. and looking through a document full of numbers madee me worst. moree sleeepy and all. lols. its going to be lunch break! :)) lols. yupps.

i had a tinge of nostalgia yday. yeahhh. i really miss my beloved deceased grandpa. :(

2005-03-07T12:39:00.000+08:00

okayy. i cant get to sleeeep now. cause now xavier doesnt allow mee to sleeep. hmms. got to company him tilll my lunch break end. so mean right? lols. i am nicee so i stay to company him. hurr.

2005-03-07T11:38:00.000+08:00

ohh my gosh. i am darnn tiredd la. pouts. im currently working and yeahh. i am so tiredd that i was dozing off. heh. and yes. i was so desperate to sleep that i went to the toilet to catch a wink! lols. luckily the toilet is clean and all. :) and right now im waiting for lunch timee so i can catch up on my sleeep. bleahh. luckily i went offlinee early cause stupid yet a lil nicee xavier wanted mee to stay onlinee and talk to him. another victim of his. =x

lols. xavier, i am not gonna change anymoree. and you havee been duped! LOLS. perhaps maybee begg me more? HAHAHA.

and i changed again. lols. see im nicer than beforee. lol.

hahas. alright. my aunt is out. timee for me to SLEEEEEP. lols. =x

2005-03-05T11:22:00.000+08:00

alright.
im right now in the officee. lols. yay! 12 oclock faster comee! then it will be end-of-work for mee! heh. im right now slacking. hehe. just finished my work and yeahh. just now my auntie - the boss went out! :) then i can slack happily without getting caught.

heh. havee been counting money, doing some typing, accounting, filing for the past few days. MONEY! lols. the smell of the money is so damn strong and yeah. my hand had the money smell. yucks i hatee it. lols. yeahh. and the office is like so darn cold. i am like freeezing right now.

heh. jaynee jiangg and cherr went for their self awareness camp. hehe. and hopefully they wuill still have energy to go out later. and i think they will havee. cause i think we will most prob go out later with maybe joycelin adeline and all? lols. planned earlier this week. but not confirmed. heh.

ohh. my aunt is a tigeress when she gets angry man! goodness. im scared ofmher whenever she gets angry. she goes really mad. heh. but luckily she didnt scold meee! :) seeee. what a great job i havee beeen doing. bleahh.

went to meet bestfriend and bimbo chew yesterday. wanted to pool. but hurr. snookerzone is as crowded as usual. lols. so didnt get to pool in the end cause bimbs havee to leavee and yeahh. bestfriend cant wait for long i guess? lols. yuppp.

im donee registering for poly like finally la. :) hopefully i will get into the course i havee applied. hmms. want to company bimbs and hwead to ngee ann. hmms. and qb too. but she doesnt know which poly she going. heh. but i also want to go temasek. lols. the campus is great! bleahhs. and i guess ngee ann will be an impossible to go causee i want to take business course and yes. ngee ann specialises in business and yeahh. suree lots of one pointer and those who did better than mee will definitely get in. hurr.

hahas. alright. there is dancework later on. but sad. i cant go. cause aft work, i promised my the other aunt to havee lunch with her. lols. heh. alright. wo yao xia ban le! :) neeed to pack my table cause its darn messy just like mee! lols. WHERE'S KAHYEE MY HUBBBY? i missed her helping me to pack my tablee whenever it gets messy! :(

2005-03-03T17:12:00.000+08:00

argh.
the MOE JAE webby sucks man. its likes taking years for me to register. i think this is a damn bad idea la. waste so much of my timee man. lol.

and i still dont know what course i should takee.
hmmms. business IT?lols.
confused man.this is giving me a headache.

2005-03-01T19:59:00.000+08:00

wheeeeee.
i tooook back my os results! hahas. yeppp. im rather suprised that i passed! lols. i improved so much la. from my prelims to my os.lols.

results from prelim 2004:
English - D7
Maths - B4
Science (Phy-Bio) - E8
Chinese - C5
Accounts - C6
Lit/ss - F9
Geography - F9

results from O Levels 2004:
English - C5
Maths - B4
Science (Phy-Bio) - C5
Chinese - B4
Accounts - B3
Lit/ss - D7
Geography - B4

lols. esp my eng and scienceee. was rather shocked that i passed them and got a fivee for it. lols. : ) but yeahh. what i did cant be compared to my classmates. they did so much better than me! lols. congrats to all who aced! :) heh. yay! and here comes my laptop! lols. :)))

ohh. and im finally WORKING now. lols. work started todayy. :) lols. admin work at my aunt's company. im kinda getting the hang of it sooon. hehe. and yupp. im very satisfied with my pay! :)

hahas. alright. feeeeling so darn exhausted. but shall blogg hopp before going off! :)

2005-02-23T02:21:00.000+08:00

Os result will be out sooon.
im so freaking scared. im seriously afraid of this day to comee. it will either be this friday or next monday. pray that i will do well for my Os. HUGE SIGH. and all the best to those who are waiting too! :)

and i haven choose a school that i really want to go to and what course i want to take. this is giving me headache mann. pouts.

2005-02-22T02:03:00.000+08:00

omg. i am feeling so t i r e d d. hahas.

went back to school today with qb. yupps. managed to catch my bestfriend before she leave for her match. lol. missed her plenty. and i was right. kunna lost my leaving cert. hahas. but i havee my cca cert with mee. :) heh. then went to smu to support the bballers. played against scgs and yepp ij lost. hmms. the scgs really know how to intercept and snatch ball. though i hatee to say this. the scgs pple played well. but IJ rawk moree. lols. tmr they will be having a match. against cedar this time. yupp. and i am going down. for the sake of someonee. lols. and IJ gonna score again! lols.

alrights. shall end off here. should i sleep or maplee? hmmm.

2005-02-20T03:33:00.000+08:00

woooooah.
it has beeeen long sincee i last blogg. three days. lol. have been rather lazy blogging. and yepp. finally decided to start blogging before cobwebs starts to form. yupps.

went TP openhouse with jaynee sherry deb and joycelyn. yeahh. tp is B-E-A-UTIFUL. heh. but i still dont know what course should i get. and yes. i received a letter from the government regarding on the JAE registration. hmm. and it said " you will be receiving your O Level results soon.. " something like that. that sentence totally freak me out. lols. i am really scared about it esp my english. yepp. pray for mee. :(

headed back to toa payoh aft that to eat and wait for jiangg. yupps. had nothing to do so went to disturb joan who was studying in macs and yepp. that stupid girl is really a stupid pig who doesnt know how to open her GOLDEN mouth. lols. =x

yupps.by the time jiangg came, its 6 plus and joan can only eat dinner in tp, so decided to eat pasta. heh. and cherr called telling us that town was jammed and all. so we didnt head to town in the end. jiangg is so VAIN i swear. come TOA PAYOH only wear skirt, necklace, earrings, put on make up and carry handbag. i really wonder who is she trying to attract man. LOLS.

then we headed to play arcade first and yes. i finally i mastered my fav song a lil. :)) so happy. and yepp. ian joined us for pool too. yeahh. i swear jaynee is such a loser man. cause jaynee was listening to ian's mp3 and jiangg accidentally stepped on the wire.

then jayne was like " see la. you step until spoil. now no sound at all cnt play " smth like that.

then jiangg said " oops. you switch on and off the mp3 see how.. "

then jaynee tried but still cannot. then jiangg took the mp3 to see and found out that. THE EARPIECE THAT IS CONNECTED TO THE MP3 WAS DISCONNECTED. can you tell me how LOSER jaynee can get? lols.

ooo. i just malu-ed the both of them. HAHA. its okayy. there is nothing they can do cause they have nothing to malu me about! :)) heheh.

alrights. thinking of going back to IJ on monday. to wait for jaynee they all to go for the bball match and to collect my leaving cert and hopefully i can get to seee my bestfriend! :)

and to ' : sincee you dont wanna say, i shant force you. but yupps. thanks yeahh? :)

ohhhh. anws.

HAPPY BELATED BDAE PEIII! x)

2005-02-17T03:47:00.000+08:00

hehehee.
i changed my blogg pic again.
like this pic alot.
niceee?
lols.

to ' : hmmms.someone close to mee?ehh.must be from the samee level as me.hmms.but i can treally rem whom i used to be close to.maybee another cluee that is more specific?thanks. :)

mynewblogg!

2005-02-16T02:47:00.000+08:00

hmms.
changed my blog.yeahh.have beeen wanting to change my blog link but didnt know what to put so i left it until peii reminded me!lols.thanks peii. :)) hmms.

alrights.happy belated valentines' day to all.have been lazy to blogg.heh.im just glad that things turned well. :)

and to ' : thanks for your advice and all.yupps.everything should be alright now.heh.but im stll figuring out who you are.heh.i aint smart enough to guess.hmm.give me a cluee?lols.